Nonesense

Its been a long time since i post an entry here in my blog. I kept on staring on the screen and i haven't came up of something interesting to post or write. Hmm, I guess my brain is still on bed weather mode though. LOL. By the way just to share, before entering this post, i had a hard time accessing my blogger account due to wrong password, and all of sudden I thought of transferring to other blog site though, but with the help of my archive files i was able to re-access it again. I blame myself for this 'coz for some reason i abandoned my only avenue of sharing thoughts. Okay, so just to give you an update on what's happening to me I am currently working as a Psychiatric Nurse in a Custodial Psychiatric Unit which is 2 kilometers away from home, its been a challenging field for me 'coz ever since i never imagine that i'll be working in a Psychiatric Unit and besides i guess Psychiatric Nursing is not my forte. Moreover,  the people around me, the place and of course the patients, every aspect needs to have an abrupt adjustment. However, working in that facility is quite fun and exciting 'coz i'm working together with my closest college friends and facilitating helpful therapeutic activities for the patients.

Till here. thanks for reading! :))

Sentiments of an only child

In my entire life I am dependent to my parents, I let them decide on my own, do whatever they say and follow them, I’m an subservient son and that’s how my parents sharpen me up as a person- to be obedient and respectful individual. I’m 20 years old by now and yet I’m still grounded by rules. I love my parents both father and mother, we actually have that close family ties thing, yeah! You read it right! Regardless of the fact that my father is a mile away from us and we seldom meet, the last time he went home is year 2006, so it’s almost six years since we met in particular. Hence, I’m very much close to my mom. I personally extol my parents for being compassionate to my endeavors and aspirations, I once remember my mom who became my personal assistant, road manager and manager in the play I joined before, she also showers me tons of fighting spirit every time I have singing contest. From then on, I could say I relied much my life to her. And now, I’m on my Young Adulthood stage, I want to be independent. I want to explore things and decide on my own. I’m no longer their bunso who always cry before, I am full-grown now, old enough to face the world and dwell its ambiguity. I already graduated from college and passed the nursing board exam but still, I am curbed by rules and regulations. One of it is my 10pm curfew (I can’t recite all, I’m sorry). Most of the time, I have to lie to my parents just to allow me to go home very late, its boorish I know, and I shouldn’t do that. Moreover, I understand the reason why they’re so over protective, it’s because I’m their only son, but I don’t get the idea that they have to decide on my own and be in command of my life. I felt like I’m a toy or a twig flowing in the river, I feel futile. And now, my prevalent predicament is how will I surmount this circumstances without hurting my parents, it would be easier said than done for me and to them as well. I’m yearning for the freedom and independency that I want to reach, I want to come to a decision on my own and learn from my mistakes, I want to grow as a person but how?? That is the HARDEST QUESTION I can’t answer until now. Furthermore, the answer to this dilemma of mine is still vague.

Nurses’ board rating scuffle

When I’m in nursing school, my parents are the focal reason why I push myself to excel in school, I once imagine myself as a NLE Board Topnotcher walking in the aisle, and crowd are proudly clapping as I come up on stage to receive my recognition. But that dream of mine didn’t happen, I passed the board exam but not as dramatic as what I thought. After receiving our Board ratings, friends start to compare their board grades to others. And now one question popped out in my mind, does board rating really matters? Is it just or fair if the board rating will be the basis in hiring new staff nurses in different hospitals in the country? Is it fair also if NLE will quantify a nurse’s potential and competence? Way back in college I always exert my 101% effort, I also confined myself in some of the pages in my nursing books reading them from cover to cover. I thought it would be enough or a great way for me to be on TOP, I didn’t graduate with honors but I’m proudly to say that I was able to top our exams in our review center where I enrolled after graduation. Let’s talk about my board rating I got a grade which is far from the top 10 posts. At least, I passed. Actually, I’m disappointed to myself because I didn’t nailed NP4 and NP5 those two subjects pulled my average down, but after that I moved on. I realized that it is not the true measure of my skills as a nurse, and as a human being as well. Just so you know, I’m one of those UNEMPLOYED NURSES, just like other board topnotchers and cumlaudes out there. Now you judge, what’s your point of view? Does NLE rating really matters? In my opinion, NO! I think there’s misconception about having a high board rating compared to those who didn’t. This misconception is built since our parents enrolled us to preparatory school from then on we thought that those top students in the class will be given more favor from teachers, they we’re given too much exposure in school co-curricular activities, because teachers has a immense expectation on them without seeing those talents hidden among those who are not on top. (I’m not against the teachers, it’s just I was developed in this kind of fallacy). On that note, I think it is not proper to estimate a person and rank them who are the best and not. On these hard years; character, skills and capabilities weighs more than board ratings. On the flip side, I have a friend who is a staff nurse in a tertiary hospital here in Laguna with a passing rate of 75% flat. But still, she excels in her field and she was once awarded as an employee of the month. So, on this matter, I could wrap up that board rating will not verify the success of a nurse; it’s how a nurse deal and persevere regardless of the misfortune in employment. I believe after reading half of this post you will judge me. But don’t get me wrong, I’m not bitter or what. I just want others to grasp the realism. Nursing is not about being theoretically wise. Its description is further than that. The embodiment of the Nursing Profession is CARE and COMPASSION, once you have these two qualities you can nurse and help other people. These imperative qualities will surely help you to be successful in your “calling”. So be ready, life has many things to offer.

Terrific vacay in Subic.

This July 2012, a week after our Nursing Licensure Exam my friends and I went to the striking island of Subic. Personally enjoyed the view and the scenery the place is just perfect, perfect to visit. We haven’t had the chance to check out some of the hotels in Subic but I’m sure it is one of a kind I mean it is something to look for- just like Subic itself. So what my friends and I did is we slept in the Kubos or nipa hut instead, which somehow is different and way better than staying in 5 star hotels.

These are the Nipa Huts where we slept.

Our first day in the island, our bags are ready-so are we!

Sailing to the other island, (i named it Jessant Island) haha! :)

I had fun chilling out with my friends all day-all night, with bottles of wine and sodas scattered on the white, soft and beautiful sands of the sea. We sang like it’s our last music piece in the karaoke, we dance like real dancers, and everyone is supah crazy that night. On the next day, we went to the other island where in we can see closely the coral reefs and the beauty of the deep sea; actually it took an hour of sailing from one island (where we stayed) to another. Nevertheless, I enjoyed everything, thought I was shuddering as we sailed back and forth. Moreover, some of my friends enjoyed picking up shells on the sea shore while for us we enjoyed the waves of the water. The sea water is just fresh as mineral water, and as the waves hit our bodies it’s like a massage which is indeed calming.

Last day in the island

Look how dark i am. hahah! :) I think i need gluta shots!! hahah

inside the kubo, we are playing cards that time.

Presenting my roomates :))

Banner we saw as we go to the island :)

heres the cuutiee patooottieee snails. :)

Getting ready to go home. Nonetheless, we had the best subic and friend bonding! :) Next stop, BORACAY!

Success of a 20 year-old Nurse

After the long years of preparation, months of chaotic and demanding school schedule, weekly school programs and everyday class quizzes. Who ever thought that a emblematic student like me before is now a REGISTERED NURSE? Frankly speaking I'm still on a state of surprise. It feels like I am dreaming.

Now I remember those nerve-racking days way back college days, where in there's a point in my life that I want to step back a little bit and be a slothful ass just like others. But there's one thing that stopped me from getting into that situation, and I call them my “GOALS”. My goals serve as the fire that will bring light to my life and its heat as my guide to success. 

Well I guess my aspirations and devotion brought me to the walls closer to success. Yes! You read it right- Walls. Our goals are like walls, it’s up to you how will you face it and deal with it. You know what I did when I face my first wall? It’s simple, I used the strongest rope to reach its top and go cross above it.

On the flip side, I really can’t put across how happy I am right now; the feeling is times two of happiness just like winning a Million Dollars in the lottery. It’s a lifetime achievement for me and no one can take that attainment from me. I gave all my blood and sweats for that and nagsunog ako ng kilay para doon. This contentment I am feeling right now was just the expansion of the gladness that my parents and relatives felt.

Now my voyage as a nurse is just starting, the 2 letter R and N signifies dignity and responsibility; it is a calling that I need to be more caring and hard working. I guess, it’s time for me to open my mind and lengthen my caring hands to others. I will serve, and will render my service to my Filipino brothers and sisters.  And at this point of time, I’ll carry these 2 letters (RN) with me with pride, just, dignity and compassion as I help others and continue achieving my dreams.

Pressing the rewind button

Time flies so fast isn’t? Perhaps, I can’t scarcely imagine how I can manage this fast thingy I’m talking about. So at this point, I’m gonna force down the rewind button and start going back on those past memoirs. Perchance, it’s been a protracted time since I post an entry on my blog. (I’ve been dreadfully hectic recently. Promise! )



This year I bagged my first endorsement- Dairyman, from long waiting during the audition to test shots and VTR. Yes!! I made it. :D


Before classes resumes, we went to ABS-CBN and watched Happy Yipee Yehey live.



Since its still sembreak I assured that I’ll bumped to my High school friends. :D



Here comes Senior days. Yes! I’m a BSN Senior student baaabyyyyy. :D I attended a medical mission in Las Pinas.



Yeaa, we are busy though, but we always find time to chill out. Last September 2011 (I forgot the exact date, I’m sorry) my friends- BFC and I had a small party in my crib. Take note. It is unplanned. In tagalog, biglaan. :D






Lights. Camera. Pose. Pose and Pose. This year also, we had our Graduation Pictorial. At last! I’m closer to my dreams. :D




Furthermore, our implementation program for our CHN was a success! :D (We got a high grade too in our diagnosis.- a requirement)





in view of the fact that, I’m graduating this March. Thesis is a foremost requirement. We worked on our Thesis with my group mates at Laguna Belair. Credits to Aeson Belda for helping us out. :D


We headed to Starbucks with my High school friends non-stop kwentuhan while enjoying our frappes. :D



That’s all………..
Can’t wait to share another ups and downs of my life. :D

Just thinking.,

Dear Readers,
I'm planning to move my blogs on tumblr, so far its one of the best site where i could vent my thoughts and stories of life. Actually this blog (my blogger) is more on my private blog. kindly follow my tumblr account iamjessantd.tumblr.com


xoxo,
Jessant

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What's wrong?

I noticed that these past few days I’m kinda poignant, there are lotsaf things bombarding my naive mind. I’m trying to sort out these problems but I have this BIG problem I can’t resolve. I want to share it to you but I can’t. Sorry guys, I don’t have the guts to share it on my blog. I prefer to keep it by myself. Nevertheless, I’m still figuring out how to resolve this. Yeah! I’m brawny but at this point, I dunno what happened. It seemed that I’m different. Hopefully, I can find answers to my questions. I hate this sentiment!

How to jot down notes effectively?

There are instances that we need to take detailed note, as in word per word. We can’t copy them with one snap. It takes time though. We spend much our early years in school, and our spontaneous effect is to write or jot down notes whenever anyone is talking. No need to worry for missing those important pointers and reminders, CNO has tips on how to jot down notes effectively.

1. Listening is more important than writing- “When you are not listening you are preventing intelligence. When you are not listening there is nothing new, there are only your reactions. If you wish to live life to its fullest, then listening is vital.” says Paul Hegarty, author of The Importance of listening. Instead of taking notes from the beginning of a lecture, listen to the lecturer’s main points and pace. As you write down, listen attentively. Write down the important key points or words as they are delivered.

2. Activate your memory- “Constant brain feeding activity is a must to possess a healthy mind. The call of the hour is to keep your mind occupied with ample work that is meaningful and which also promotes brain training.” says Craig Robin, author of ezinearticles.com. Our memory is capable of retaining vast amount of information when active listening skills are kept. Writing the important words in our notebook will transform and will trigger our memory every time the notes are being reviewed.


3. Use pictures, symbols drawings and illustrations- “drawings and illustration will help for visualizing the events in the text and visualizing to remember what has happened previously.” says Michelle Kelley, co-author of Comprehension shouldn't be silent: from strategy instruction to student independence. Connect both side of the brain by drawing simple drawings within the notes. It doesn’t need to be perfect or professional artist like drawing. Instead of writing words, try to symbolize the concepts with an illustration that you can easily recall.

4. Use different pen colors- make your owns style, use different colors. For example use a red pen for the headings, green for the reminders and blue for the definition. Moreover, adding colors to your notes adds meaning without taking more time to write additional words.


5. Pause and enhance your notes- when you lecturer pauses and rest for a short time take the opportunity to read, double check and enhance your notes. Check for grammars and misspelled words. If you missed something ask your seatmate for clarifications.

6. Review your notes- after an hour of writing and listening I’m pretty sure that you can’t remember all the things that you wrote in your notebook. If that’s the case start reviewing your notes from time to time.


Now you are 100% ready, always have your pens and notebook with you but save the effort to write the most important information that will be useful after all. “If your mind wanders during the class or meeting, use the activity of writing or drawing to focus your thoughts on the subject being presented.” says James Adams, author of Tips for Jotting down notes effectively. Most of all trust your memory which is our best note taker when we are listening keenly.

I just want to say sorry for the late post. I’ve been busy lately. Last June 4, 2011 a Party was held at Ayenne’s crib celebrating Kuya Ivan’s Birthday/post party for his graduation. He’s now a fully pledge police. I salute him for that. Given that my mom is in Rizal I grabbed the opportunity to hang out with friends until midnight. LOL!

It’s a rainy day actually but we promised to Ayenne that we will come no matter what. But Rhea, one of my close friends who planned to prank Ayenne that we will ditch the party and break our promise and stay in our respective houses instead. Upon heading to San Antonio, Rhea forgot how to go to Ayenne's crib. In the end, we're LOST! As in! We don’t know where to go.

The Photoholics just arrived ang gave their best grin. I mean party ready grin! LOL

Waiting for our friends. :)

Here comes my BFF's. Pj's (in the center) photo here is hilarious! HAHA

It's my friends' first time to try Boracay Rum. Of course i tasted it already! i'm a party animal. LOL

Lovin' Chicken Feet Adobo, guess what? i ate most of it!! :) Yummy!!!

Here's our new friends, candid shot! They look drunk isn't??

Nevertheless, the party was awesome! We had a chance to meet new friends too. Well I guess that’s the purpose of a party right? Furthermore, we met Chet, Abet, Toto and Empoy. They’re fun to be with and very easy to get along.

I MADE IT!

I’ll mull over this week as one of my hectic week, because I’m preparing for my first ever VTR in Bulacan. It’s fairly far in our place but it doesn’t matter. What’s imperative is to go there and showcase what I can offer. I practiced roughly every day I updated my modeling portfolio. To sum it up, I made it!

Makasalanan ka ba?

Lahat naman siguro tayo makasalanan.

ask me anything!!! ;) i will answer it candidly!! promise!!

from @arisushen 'What was your first cellphone unit?'

Nokie 3315 LOL :)

ask me anything!!! ;) i will answer it candidly!! promise!!

from @arisushen 'Who completes your day?'

Family & Friends.

ask me anything!!! ;) i will answer it candidly!! promise!!

How do you unwind after a long day at school or work?

I'm such a homebody now. sometimes if i'm not in the mood to go out i sleep a lot. (And tweet as well. LOL)

ask me anything!!! ;) i will answer it candidly!! promise!!

in five years, i want to be.................

A successful nurse and model as well. I still have lotsaf things to work on. Whew!! :)

ask me anything!!! ;) i will answer it candidly!! promise!!

When i want to blow off steam, i....

I go out with friends and enjoy the rest of the day with them.

ask me anything!!! ;) i will answer it candidly!! promise!!

You're into modeling right? are you doing it just for money and fame? may i know the reason?

Nope. I'm not doing it for fame or money. Everything has to be organic. You don't go into something just to become famous.

ask me anything!!! ;) i will answer it candidly!! promise!!

I can bear this! Yes i can.

Occasionally, I can ’stop asking myself why I’m besieged this way. (Not to bring up here), I wanna keep it concealed. Anyhow, most of them saying that life can’t be complete and abundant without problems and it depends on you how you’ll endure it. Problems undeniably add spices in our lives, but we have a propensity to give up most of the time. Same thing applies to me. Yes! in fact there’s a point in my life wherein I’m really depressed and knotty and the only remedy that I want to do is to kill myself, but thanks to my superego for saving me. I’m not like this before I treat problems as if they’re my toys. I just play with it. At this point, every time I feel so down and desperate, I always ask God for his guidance and care. I deem his presence is the paramount remedy. And through him, I can bear all my problems and deal with it as if they do not exist.