Summer 2010

scorching sun, Beautiful beaches, workshops, summer jobs and traveling. These are just examples of what people do during summer vacay. But for me, summer is just an ordinary day. Nothing special, except for having long hours of sleep.

When my friends ask me what are my plans this summer? as a form of response to them I just look and give them a big grin. HAHA.

How can you enjoy your vacay if you have classes? (answer me)

PHOTOSHOOT

here are some of my photos taken by Sir Mark of Models inc. Sir Mark is really amazing, i had fun working with him. i almost forgot all my anxiety as i do the shoot. I'm hoping that this will not be my last photoshoot with him. ;)

Ikaw

IKAW
By Jessant J. Deblois

Ikaw na nga ang aking ligaya
Ikaw ang laging nais makasama
Ikaw ang nag bigay sa akin ng buhay,
Ang munti kong mundo sa iyo’y naging makulay

Ikaw ang aking maningning na bituin
At pangako sa iyo ika’y aking mamahalin
Di man sapat na ito’y aking sabihin
Ngunit mahal kita sa puso’t damdamin

Ikaw ang dahilan kung bakit ako nagbago,
Binago ako ng pagmamahal ko sa iyo.
Di alintana anumang sabihin ng iba.
Basta ang alam ko, tayo ay para sa isa’t isa.

Mali bang mahalin ka?
Mali ba na umasa na mamahalin mo din ako?
Mali din bang aminin ko na mahal kita,
Kahit alam ko na ang iyong puso ay pagaari na ng iba?

Di ko na talaga mainintindihan ang aking nararamdaman,
Basta ang sigaw at laman ng puso ko , ikaw ang mahal ko.

Sayo unang tumibok ang puso ko
Ito din ang unang pagkakataon na naging masaya ang buhay ko.
Para kang rosas na unti unting namumulaklak,
At pinapangrap mahawakan ang iyong kamay na parang bulak

Makita lang kita ay anong saya
At nahihiya man ako tuwing lalapit ka,
Di man lang ako mikaimik pagkatabi ka
Ganun talaga eh, Mahal kita.

Ninanais kong marinig ang mala dyosa mong tinig
At tayo’y sabay aawit habang sinisigaw ko na ikaw ay aking iniibig,
Ikaw na nga ang mahal ko
Ikaw, ikaw at ikaw wala ng iba,
Ikaw na syang naging dahilan ng pagtibok ng puso ko.

ow dad....

i browsed my dad’s name on Google and with one click his name appeared. And there you go i saw his Facebook account, actually dad didn’t tell me about it that’s why i am surprised when i saw he have one. (he also added RAY on his name… *why?*)

i read his wall and info. Added to this his relationship status is IT’S COMPLICATED. Does it mean he doesn’t love my mom at all? T.T

Upon reading his status, i texted my friends about it and i asked for their advice. (thanks guys)

i am worried about mom and dad’s relationship, I’m afraid that someday he will leave us. And i can’t take it!!!!!!! i swear!!

dad still love mom right?? :|

ow well. it’s just a status, Maybe dad accidentally clicked that IT’S COMPLICATED button…

*sad*

I IMPROVED!

This is the article that I made and edited by our technical adviser. Honestly I’m afraid to receive criticisms but its part of what we called LIFE, and all you can do is to accept those criticisms. however i deem that it would help me to became a better person as i can be.

Its been a month since I joined CADUCEUS, a prestigious news organization in our university. Working with the staffs is really fun, they helped us as we do all our tasks, and they also guide us in all little or gigantic steps that we take. Nevertheless they taught me how to be good in my craft.


who ever thought that a guy like me has an edge in writing? i know to myself since then that I'm not good in it but i want to prove to those people who sometimes under estimated me that i know how to excel in different things even the toughest one. and thanks to them too because they boosts all my strengths and determination.

And now i challenge all those persons who are afraid of proving something, always remember that you are not doing it for the sake of others, its for your own good.

"If others can, I CAN DO BETTER THAN THEM"
-just keep this in mind. ^^

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Do you want to be buried or cremated?

ohhh my?!! i can't decide... i'm not ready...

ask me anything. =)

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..but he said I love you already, actually he is not my Bf ..talagng super gulo.. I said to him na madami girls jan etc. kasi aware ako close sa girls un..Yung first time nagka someone cya, tapos bumalik, then nawala bumalik.cycle.

sorry for the late reply, umm. siguro you need to be sure of your feelings. baka mahal mo na sya na hindi mo namamalayan. and with that you need a full social support...

ask me anything. =)