Absurd entry

Dear blogger, sorry if i abandoned you for a long time. You can't blame me though, chaotic school schedule really sucks. I can't even manage my time in school. As of now, i rarely attend the photoshoots i am expected to come, i missed most of our family gatherings and reunions. I seldom go out with friends and i missed our friendly dates. Imagine how Nursing changed my life? particularly my social life. Arrgh! Maybe its also the reason why i'm still single, or perhaps its not yet my priority. i dunno!

if you are going to ask about my modeling career? well, i think its not good. Only few photographers want to shoot with me. Maybe, i'm not that good. (so disappointing), nevertheless, Sir Jay (the manager) always inform me for my upcoming projects but due to my schedule it is always postponed and soon they will give it to other models. As of now, i have a pending photoshoot. it's a summer inspired photoshoot, i dunno yet the additional details of the shoot but that's how it goes.

Till here blogger, i have lotsaf things to do. ;)

25th People Power Revolution Photoshoot (a tribute photo shoot)

I had fun doing the shoot, credits to all the staff especially to Sir JM Castro for his bubbly personality. The shoot became more exciting because of you Sir J.. :)

I'm back for good

No more drama, no more sad days.

I'm back for good.

Till here. :)

Sudden Depression

Dear Blogger,

i really don't know what to do. Problems are starting to bombard my mind, i dunno if i can still hold on. Nevertheless, It killed me incessantly. I don't want to be dramatic but seriously... I'm experiencing it NOW.

My friends tend to be paranoid why i'm acting like this. -I dunno either

I dunno how to explain to them, cause for sure they will not understand.

No choice, i have to keep this problem and try to solve it on my own.

The burdens i'm experiencing right now brought me to depression. Yeah! I'm depressed.

I dunno if i have a mental disorder but there are times i'm super okay then all of a sudden i will be sad again.

Blogger pls help me as i face all these burdens, I don't want to be sad! But i can't control my feelings.

Lots love,

Me

I miss youu blogger

hello my dear blogger, its been a long time since i posted an entry here. i was busy in school this past few days and weeks, my school schedule really sucks. Org works and assignments. AAAWWW! Imagine how my life became miserable because of these things?

if you would ask me what's new.. hmm.... i dunno what to say, i'm really hesitant to share it to you guys, i'm afraid that my friends might talk about it and ask me questions i never want to hear and answer. However, i'm happy on what's happening in my life right now especially the ****** part.

Hey! don't think its SEX huh... I'm not that kind of person and perhaps im not into it!

Anyway, I'M REALLY REALLY HAPPY.

Thinking i'm in love?

I dunno!

can't answer it. ;)

My 19th Birthday Bash!

its my 19th bday celebration at Tokyo Tokyo. i would like to extend my deepest gratitude to all my friends who attended my party, especially to those who waited in our house. hehe. :)

Surprise Party!

Last December 18, 2010. My friends organized a surprise birthday party for me held at Ate Trol's crib. I am really surprised that time and i am really really happy. Its my first time to experience that kind of overflowing happiness, and i owe it all to my friends. sniff! sniff!

i am really surprised. that's why i hugged Ate Trol as a sign of thankfulness and happiness.

the epitome is.. I'm really thankful to those who are always beside me, to support and give advices to me especially to my God our savior, my parents and friends.. without you guys i will be weaker. thanks for raising me up every time i feel so down. I love you guys!