SCHOOL is gently killing me.

as the summer term resume, stress strikes back. no wonder why sometimes i prefer to sleep rather hanging out with my friends, it seems that i always lose my energy especially when i have to study my notes every night for a quiz tomorrow, actually it became my routine.

and now, as the summer term is about to end, pressure and stress is killing me more.
Unit exams, pre-final exams, quizzes, case study and many more. I wish i have 2 body so that i could accomplish all these things as well as my errands at home.

But after this HELL week! i'll rest and give myself a treat for a job well done.. ( for surviving these HELL DAYS)

can't believe it

it is true that we don't know what will happen in the future, perhaps our future lies on our hands and its up to us how to handle and work on it. As i type this sentences, memories from the past strikes me back. I remember my first runway show and personality development way back in high school. My first runway show in SM Sta. Rosa is awesome, that experience is unforgettable tough i have short runway walk. (HAHA)

And now i'm doing photoshoots, meeting professional photographers and make-up artists, at least i proven myself to those people who underestimates my capabilities. DAMN YOU ALL!! (just kiddin)

here's my recent photo. Hope you like it.

back to school

i woke up this morning at 8am, then i opened and checked my twitter for updates and tweets. honestly, I'm excited to go to school, for the reason that i'll have an excuse why i should not do some of the household chores, HAHA. Yeah, i'm kinda lazy! but not all the time. it still depends on my mood. LOL

First day of classes is AWESOME, i met new friends and future friends. They are all nice and fun to be with. I thought it will be tough for me to get along with them considering that they are classmates since last semester. And as a NEW member of this cool group, i need to adjust and start to mingle with them.

Tomorrow, a new day will start and i will encounter new faces again.....

Summer 2010

scorching sun, Beautiful beaches, workshops, summer jobs and traveling. These are just examples of what people do during summer vacay. But for me, summer is just an ordinary day. Nothing special, except for having long hours of sleep.

When my friends ask me what are my plans this summer? as a form of response to them I just look and give them a big grin. HAHA.

How can you enjoy your vacay if you have classes? (answer me)

PHOTOSHOOT

here are some of my photos taken by Sir Mark of Models inc. Sir Mark is really amazing, i had fun working with him. i almost forgot all my anxiety as i do the shoot. I'm hoping that this will not be my last photoshoot with him. ;)

Ikaw

IKAW
By Jessant J. Deblois

Ikaw na nga ang aking ligaya
Ikaw ang laging nais makasama
Ikaw ang nag bigay sa akin ng buhay,
Ang munti kong mundo sa iyo’y naging makulay

Ikaw ang aking maningning na bituin
At pangako sa iyo ika’y aking mamahalin
Di man sapat na ito’y aking sabihin
Ngunit mahal kita sa puso’t damdamin

Ikaw ang dahilan kung bakit ako nagbago,
Binago ako ng pagmamahal ko sa iyo.
Di alintana anumang sabihin ng iba.
Basta ang alam ko, tayo ay para sa isa’t isa.

Mali bang mahalin ka?
Mali ba na umasa na mamahalin mo din ako?
Mali din bang aminin ko na mahal kita,
Kahit alam ko na ang iyong puso ay pagaari na ng iba?

Di ko na talaga mainintindihan ang aking nararamdaman,
Basta ang sigaw at laman ng puso ko , ikaw ang mahal ko.

Sayo unang tumibok ang puso ko
Ito din ang unang pagkakataon na naging masaya ang buhay ko.
Para kang rosas na unti unting namumulaklak,
At pinapangrap mahawakan ang iyong kamay na parang bulak

Makita lang kita ay anong saya
At nahihiya man ako tuwing lalapit ka,
Di man lang ako mikaimik pagkatabi ka
Ganun talaga eh, Mahal kita.

Ninanais kong marinig ang mala dyosa mong tinig
At tayo’y sabay aawit habang sinisigaw ko na ikaw ay aking iniibig,
Ikaw na nga ang mahal ko
Ikaw, ikaw at ikaw wala ng iba,
Ikaw na syang naging dahilan ng pagtibok ng puso ko.

ow dad....

i browsed my dad’s name on Google and with one click his name appeared. And there you go i saw his Facebook account, actually dad didn’t tell me about it that’s why i am surprised when i saw he have one. (he also added RAY on his name… *why?*)

i read his wall and info. Added to this his relationship status is IT’S COMPLICATED. Does it mean he doesn’t love my mom at all? T.T

Upon reading his status, i texted my friends about it and i asked for their advice. (thanks guys)

i am worried about mom and dad’s relationship, I’m afraid that someday he will leave us. And i can’t take it!!!!!!! i swear!!

dad still love mom right?? :|

ow well. it’s just a status, Maybe dad accidentally clicked that IT’S COMPLICATED button…

*sad*